আমার'ও স্বপ্ন ছিল !

Avgv‡iv ¯^cœ wQj......!

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wK Ki‡Qv ?  Ny‡g bv †R‡M Av‡Qv ?

n¨vu !

AvR gv evwo‡Z †bB| `v`v evwo ‡M‡Q| AvR †Zvgvi mv‡_ A‡bK mgq a‡i Mí Kie| Zzwg wdwi Av‡Qv‡Zv ?

n¨vu !

Zzwg Avgv‡K †Kgb fvjev‡mv ? AvR ch©šÍ Avgvi ¯^‡cœi K_v¸‡jv Rvb‡ZB PvB‡jbv| cÖwZwU gvbyl Zvi g‡bi gvby‡li ¯^cœ, PvIqv-cvIqv ¸‡jvi AwZwi³  gyj¨ †`q| Zvi ¯^cœ¸‡jv ev¯Íevq‡b Avg„Zz¨ †Póv K‡i| bv cvi‡j mngwg©Zv cÖKvk K‡i| Zzwg wK Ki‡j ? G‡Kgb fvjevmv ? †Zvgv‡K fvj‡e‡m Avwg wK †cjvg ?

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Pvu`bx iv‡Z MÖv‡gi b`xi cvo †N‡l †Zvgvi nvZ a‡i nvUe|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! XvKv evB‡i Mvox‡Z bq, wi·vq e‡m †Zvgvi nvZUv a‡i Ajm `ycy‡i Nyi‡Z|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Avgvi wKQz m‡Li wRwbm †Zvgv‡K m‡½ wb‡q †`L‡Z, wKb‡Z|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj !  gyljav‡i e„wó n‡j Avgvi wcÖq e„wói Mvb¸‡jv ïb‡ev Avi wLPzox ivbœv K‡i LvIqv‡ev|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Avgvi Amy¯’Zv‡Z Zzwg Nve‡o hv‡e| gv_vq nvZ w`‡q ej‡e, me wVK n‡q hv‡e|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Avgvi kvox¸‡jv Zzwg cQ›` K‡i ‡`‡e| ej‡e G kvox‡Z †Zvgv‡K gvbvqbv, GU‡Z †ek jv‡M|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! c~wb©gv iv‡Z eviv›`vq nvmbv‡nbv MvQUvi cv‡k Puv‡`i Av‡jv‡Z `yRb G‡jv‡g‡jv K_v ej‡ev|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! kx‡Zi iv‡Z K¤^‡ji bx‡P Zzwg Avgv‡K ey‡K Rwo‡q wb‡q †gNv-wmwiqvj †`L‡e|

ïb‡Qv wK Zzwg ?

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AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Avgvi ¯^vgx Ab¨ me ¯^vgx‡`i g‡Zv n‡ebv, ïay Mfxi iv‡Z kix‡ii Zvc Kgv‡bvi Rb¨ Avgv‡K Av`i Ki‡e, Avgvi Kv‡Q Avm‡e| Avwg PvB, iv‡Zi Lvevi `yR‡b GKmv‡_ Mí Ki‡Z Ki‡Z Lv‡ev| Zvici †ejKzbx‡Z e‡m `yR‡b Kwdi mv‡_ mv‡_ Mig Mig Pz‡gv Lv‡ev|  nvRvi iKg K_v †m ej‡e Avwg ïb‡ev, Avwg ej‡ev †m ïb‡e| Zvici GK mgq `yRb weQvbvq hv‡ev.........| Avgvi cÖvY, gb, AvZœv, f‡i †m Av`i Ki‡e| Avgvi B”Qv¸‡jv‡K G‡K G‡K cÖKvk Ki‡ev Zvi Kv‡Q| Avi †m Avgv‡K k³K‡i ey‡K Rwo‡q wb‡e| gv_v I wc‡V nvZ w`‡q ej‡e me wVK n‡q hv‡e, Avwg‡Zv AvwQ|

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! evjy Pi| VvÛvi g‡a¨ wSwo wSwo evZvm| evZv‡j Avgvi Pzj Di‡Q| D‡i D‡i †Zvgvi gy‡Li Dci ci‡Q Avi Zzwg Avgvi Pz‡ji M‡Ü we‡fvi n‡q Av‡Qv, †bŠKvq K‡i Ny‡i †eov‡ev, Avgvi nv‡Zi Dc‡i †Zvgvi nvZwU Avj‡Zv K‡i ¯úk© Ki‡e, nv‡Z nvZ †i‡L evwj‡Z evwj‡Z nvU‡ev, PUcwU I dzPKv Lv‡ev Avi myh©v‡¯Íi mv‡_ Qwe Zzj‡ev, e„wó‡Z wfR‡ev `yRb, ivZ †R‡M †R¨vrmœv †`L‡ev Avi Mí Ki‡ev| Gfv‡eB Avgv‡`i ¯^„wZ‡Z †M‡_ ivL‡ev cÖwZw`‡bi ‡kl we‡Kj¸‡jv|  

AvgviI ¯^cœ wQj ! Avwg hLb evB‡i hvevi Rb¨ kvox co‡ev, Zzwg Avgvi cv‡qi Kv‡Q kvox a‡i wVK K‡i w`‡e| Avwg hLb GKv GKv wmd‡Uwcb jvMv‡Z e¨_© n‡ev, Zzwg jvwM‡q w`‡e| Avwg eøvD‡Ri †evZvg jvMv‡Z cviebv, Zzwg mvnvh¨ Ki‡e| Avj‡Zv K‡i wc‡V nvZ w`‡q ‡Zvgvi big nv‡Z †evZvg¸‡jv jvwM‡q w`‡e| KviY GBme KvR †g‡qiv GKv Ki‡Z cv‡ibv| Zvici Avgvi wc‡V I ey‡K my›`i K‡i †m›U †¯cÖ K‡i w`‡e| KviY cyiæl‡`i Gme Kv‡R ‡g‡qiv Lywm nq| hvevi mgq Avgv‡K Rwi‡q a‡i GKUv Pzgy Lv‡e| KviY my›`ix ¯¿x †m‡R-¸u‡R evB‡i hvevi mgq cÖwZwU ¯^vgxiB we`vq †`evi j‡Mœ Pzgy †L‡Z B‡”Q K‡i|

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